2013

Hmmm. I should be working.

instead, here i am, reviving a dead blog that no one reads.
good.

Its 2 days after my birthday , and i must say it was quite shitty. not that I care about birthdays, but it would be nice to have someone.

for the none of you that have been following my blog, these 3 years have passed fast.

well, for one thing, the last time I posted something here, I had a father.
in between then and now I had 2 girlfriends. both remarkable and amazing women, but well, didnt work out.

business have grown, yes. I exactly where I wanted to be and working for more, but oh well , that reminds me, I should be working.

Idk how many times ive said this, but ive met a girl. she rejected me.
I cant tell , I cant read her. but there something special about her. most people will look at her and say
 "dude, you like her cos' she's pretty" , well, true that. But that not what it is.
 Most pretty girls are quite daft imho, and lack personality, possibly because they grew up not needing any personality at all , as they can get to wherever they want with how they look.

but not her.

she has spunk, a fascinating character, intelligence, wit and amazes me everyday.

well It was obvious i kinda fell for her, but not the reason behind why I broke up with my ex.
along the way, something happen and our friendship seem to go down the drain.

I'm broken. I cant read her, I can't tell. I cant help but think too much.

 deng shemo?

does it mean anything at all?

I should get back to work.